It seems like time after time, throughout life everyone has struggles and hardships throughout life. I understand that, I get this, and I also understand that I am not the only one that goes through life dealing with struggles and hardships. With that being said, I just need to vent out my frustrations.
I am so SICK of having to constantly struggle. I am so SICK of constantly having to reach out for help, and not be the one reaching TO help. I am so sick of my kids having to do without because Mommy and Daddy cant seem to live but paycheck to paycheck. I know that times are tough all around the world, I do, I am not saying all of this as a poor me issue. It is, just for once, in our lives, can I have it easy??? Can I please catch a break???
I can't work and provide for my family because I am disabled from MULTIPLE disabilities. I am awaiting my hearing date for my SSI claim that has been turned down over and over again which is in January. Thankfully, when I have this hearing, and if I am approved, then things will start to look up and we will do better. But until then, I am stuck it seems...
But through the grace of all of this, I have one shining light. I have finally found a church that I feel completely at home in. I have finally found the place that I feel comfortable worshiping the Lord in. I am so excited for this new chapter of my life. And whats more? Gabriel is completely comfortable there. He doesn't feel like it burns when he goes to church now. I have met so many different and new, exciting people, which is an awesome feeling. Now, when Dan goes back over the road, because he will be here shortly, I feel that with the love and support from God, and from my new found friends at church, I will be okay...
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